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    September 15

    heyy!!!

    Listen to this song.
    Its a new shit.
     
    From 50cent
     
    well
     
     
     
     
    PS. I Love Ceezii Jaaaaaa!!!!!!
    I love U
      
    September 12

    .....

    That’s how much I love you
    That’s how much I need you
    And I can’t stand ya
    Must everything you do make me wanna smile
    Can I not like it for awhile
    No.. but you won’t let me
    You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips
    All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
    Can’t remember what you did

    Well I hate it
    You know exactly what to do
    So that I can’t stay mad at you
    For too long, that’s wrong
    Girl, I hate it
    You know exactly how to touch
    So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more
    So I despise that I adore
    And I hate how much I love you boy
    I can’t stand how much I need you
    And I hate how much I love you boy
    But I just can’t let you go
    And I hate that I love you so..

    And you completely know the power that you have
    The only one that makes me laugh
    [ Hate That I Love You lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
    Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
    Love you beyond the reason why
    And it just ain’t right

    And I hate how much I love you girl
    I can’t stand how much I need you
    And I hate how much I love you girl
    But I just can’t let you go
    And I hate that I love you so

    One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
    And your kiss won’t make me weak
    But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
    So you’ll probably always have a spell on me

    That’s how much I love you
    How much I need you
    That’s how much I need you
    That’s how much I love you
    That’s how much I need you

    And I hate that I love you so--
    And I hate how much I love you boy
    I can’t stand how much I need you
    And I hate how much I love you boy
    But I just can’t let you go
    And I hate that I love you so
    And I hate that I love you so.. so..
     
    August 29

    .....This was true........

    As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
    And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
    So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
    I've done things that haven't occurred yet
    and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

    I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
    I was on the road and you were alone
    I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
    I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

    That you were sitting home just wishing we
    Could go back to when it was just you and me
    I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
    I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

    I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
    I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
    I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
    That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

    Because I'm in the streets like everyday
    I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
    Like how you are the best thing in my world
    And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

    I understand that there's some problems
    And I'm not too blind to know
    All the pain you kept inside you
    Even though you might not show

    If I can't apologize for being wrong
    Then it's just a shame on me
    I'll be the reason for your pain
    And you can put the blame on me

    You can put the blame on me
    You can put the blame on me
    You can put the blame on me
    You can put the blame on me

    Said you can put the blame on me
    Said you can put the blame on me
    Said you can put the blame on me
    You can put the blame on me

    I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
    And all the times you didn't know what to do
    I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
    Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad

    When you would rather be home with all your kids
    As one big family with love and bliss
    And even though pops treated us like kings
    He got a second wife and you didn't agree

    He got up and left you there all alone
    I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
    I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
    I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
    [Sorry, Blame It On Me lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]


    I'm sorry that I grew up way to fast
    I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
    I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
    I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

    I understand that there's some problems
    And I'm not too blind to know
    All the pain you kept inside you
    Even though you might not show

    If I can't apologize for being wrong
    Then it's just a shame on me
    I’ll be the reason for your pain
    And you can put the blame on me

    You can put the blame on me
    You can put the blame on me
    You can put the blame on me
    You can put the blame on me

    Said you can put the blame on me
    Said you can put the blame on me
    Said you can put the blame on me
    You can put the blame on me

    I'm sorry that it took so long to see
    But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
    I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
    But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

    I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
    And for the embarrassment that she felt
    She's just a little young girl trying to have fun
    But daddy should of never let her out that young

    I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
    I hope they manage better next time around
    How was I to know she was underage
    In a 21 and older club they say

    Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
    Verizon backed out disgracing my name
    I'm just a singer trying to entertain
    Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

    Even though the blame's on you
    Even though the blame's on you
    Even though the blame's on you
    I'll take that blame from you

    And you can put that blame on me
    And you can put that blame on me
    You can put that blame on me
    You can put that blame on me

    And you can put that blame on me

    And you can put that blame on me 
     
    August 12

    I was Born To Tell u I LOVE U

    Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
    because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
    share with me the secrets that you kept in
    because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

    and your slowly shaking finger tips
    show that your scared like me so
    let's pretend we're alone
    and I know you may be scared
    and I know were unprepared
    but I don't care

    tell me tell me
    what makes you think that you are invincible
    I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
    please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
    impossible

    I was born to tell you I love you
    isn't that a song already
    I get a B in originality
    and it's true I cant go on without you
    your smile makes me see clearer
    if you could only see in the mirror what I see

    [Vulnerable Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]
    and your slowly shaking finger tips
    show that your scared like me so
    let's pretend we're alone
    and I know you may be scared
    and I know were unprepared
    but I don't care

    tell me tell me
    what makes you think that you are invincible
    I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
    please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
    impossible

    slow down girl your not going anywhere
    just wait around and see
    maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
    I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
    just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
    I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

    tell me tell me
    what makes you think that you are invincible
    I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
    please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
    impossible 
     
    August 09

    Circle

    Circles

    Tha Producer:
    Take my hand lets go,
    Somewhere we can rest our souls.
    We'll sit where it's warm,
    You say look we're here alone.

    Chorus:
    I was running in circles,
    I hurt myself,
    Just to find my purpose.

    Everything was so worthless,
    I didn't deserve this,
    But to me you were perfect.

    I'm scattered through this life.
    If this is life I'll say good bye.

    She's gone like an angel,
    With wings let me burn tonight.

    Chorus

    Johnny 3:
    I see me writin on this paper.
    Prayin for some savior.
    Wishin intake her and save her.

    In a world so, so godless and thoughtless,
    I dont know how we wrought this,
    All the love that you brought us.

    It feels like I'm killin myself.
    Just wheelin myself.
    Just to pray for some help.

    I'd give it all just to have, have your eternity.
    Cause it's all that assures me.
    It's worth all that hurts me.

    I'd give you my heart,
    And let you just hold it.
    I'd give you my soul,
    But I already sold it.

    On that day that day,
    The day I walked away in december.
    I will always remember.
    I'll regret it forever.

    I remember brown eyes,
    So sad and blue skies.
    Turned to darkness and night.
    I'm so sick of the fight.

    I won't breathe unless you breathe,
    Won't bleed unless you bleed.
    Won't be unless you be,
    ‘Till I'm gone and I can sleep.

    Chorus

    Tha Producer:
    I've gone away,
    Seen better times in yesterday (I hurt myself).
    It's hard to say,
    That everything will be okay (I hurt myself).

    I've gone away,
    Seen better times in yesterday (I hurt myself).
    It's hard to say,
    That everything will be okay (I hurt myself).
     
    July 27

    Girl And Curse

    Mary belongs to the words of a song.
    I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
    But she will not wait for me anymore, anymore.
    Why did I say all those things before I was sure?
    (She is the one), but I have a purpose,
    (She is the one), and I have to fight this,
    (she is the one), the villain I can't knock down.
    I see your face with every punch I take,
    and every bone I break, it's all for you.
    And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
    still I will always fight on for you.
    Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
    the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
    Everything's small on the ground below, down below.
    What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?
    (She is the one), all that I wanted,
    (she is the one), and I will be haunted,
    (she is the one), this gift is my curse for now.
    I see your face with every punch I take,
    and every bone I break, it's all for you.
    And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
    Still I will always fight on for you.
    I see your face with every punch I take,
    and every bone I break, it's all for you.
    And my worst pains are words I cannot say.
    Still I will always fight on for you.
    (Instrumental)
    I see your face with every punch I take,
    and every bone I break, it's all for you.
    And my worst pains are words I cannot say.
    Still I will always fight on for you.
    Fight on for you...
    Fight on for you...
     
    July 23

    I Got A Bad Feeling Bout This.

    A Man Who Keep Fucking up Himself
     
    Yeah!! Thats Me
     
    Today .....I have a bad feeling bout myself
     
    may be Im gonna die , who knows? 
    anyway I getting surgery at End of this month
     
    between July 30th or 31st
     
    For what ?
     
    cuz I Hurt my fucking shoulder ,man!!
     
    Its getting worse right now.
    I hope this time is gonna be last for me
    Im so tired for this shit ,man!!
     
    Fuck!!!!
     
     
    P.S.
     
    Nothing
     
    I just wanna say
    I love U , Ceeziii
     
     
     
    July 01

    This I Promise You

    Ohh ohh...

    When the visions around you,
    Bring tears to your eyes
    And all that surround you,
    Are secrets and lies
    I'll be your strength,
    I'll give you hope,
    Keeping your faith when it's gone
    The one you should call,
    Was standing here all along..

    And I will take
    You in my arms
    And hold you right where you belong
    Till the day my life is through
    This I promise you
    This I promise you

    I've loved you forever,
    In lifetimes before
    And I promise you never...
    Will you hurt anymore
    I give you my word
    I give you my heart (give you my heart)
    This is a battle we've won
    And with this vow,
    Forever has now begun...

    Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
    Each loving day (each loving day)
    I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
    Till the day my life is through
    This I promise you..
    This I promise you..

    Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
    When I hear you call
    Without you in my life baby
    I just wouldn't be living at all...

    And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
    You in my arms
    And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
    Till the day my life is through
    This I promise you baby

    Just close your eyes
    Each loving day (each loving day)
    I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
    Every word I say is true
    This I promise you

    Every word I say is true
    This I promise you
    Ooh, I promise you...
    June 29

    i love You,CeeCii

    When you walked into my life When you walked into my life...Everything changed What was stressed...was then calm What was confused...was then clear When you leapt into my heart...Everything changed What was dulled...was then vibrant What was drained...was then brimming Everything brightened…Everything shined Everything glimmered…Everything glowed Everything fluttered…Everything soared Everything sighted…as loneliness died Everything changed When you slid into my arms...Everything changed What was frosted...was then thawed What was jaded...was then fresh When you walked into my life...Everything changed I fell in love then, now and forever... You... ...You ......Cecii
     
    I Love U ,baby
     
    I'll See u soon
    June 20

    Last Day In VB , Dang!!! I love this City!!! (yeah Kinda)

    What can i say ,u know?
    I 've been Work at VB  ,VA Almost 2 years . there is lots of memo there
    Friends ,Girl,Party and Life .
    I was had good time over there though.
     
    I miss y'all .Ryan Brunett,Rochell Roces, Jeremy (I dont know his last name cuz we keep call him an assHole), Mike and The Only ONE CEEZII.
     
    Especially You Ceecii
     
    i love u so much . I love u more than u know.
    I'll see u soon ,ok?
     
    ps I love u 100 times.
    June 17

    I Miss U ,Cecii

    I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
    Watch you smile while you are sleeping
    While youre far away dreaming
    I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
    I could stay lost in this moment forever
    Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

    Dont want to close my eyes
    I dont want to fall asleep
    Cause Id miss you baby
    And I dont want to miss a thing
    Cause even when I dream of you
    The sweetest dream will never do
    Id still miss you baby
    And I dont want to miss a thing

    Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
    And Im wondering what youre dreaming
    Wondering if its me youre seeing
    Then I kiss your eyes
    And thank God were together
    I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
    Forever and ever

    Dont want to close my eyes
    I dont want to fall asleep
    Cause Id miss you baby
    And I dont want to miss a thing
    Cause even when I dream of you
    The sweetest dream will never do
    Id still miss you baby
    And I dont want to miss a thing

    I dont want to miss one smile
    I dont want to miss one kiss
    I just want to be with you
    Right here with you, just like this
    I just want to hold you close
    Feel your heart so close to mine
    And just stay here in this moment
    For all the rest of time

    Dont want to close my eyes
    I dont want to fall asleep
    Cause Id miss you baby
    And I dont want to miss a thing
    Cause even when I dream of you
    The sweetest dream will never do
    Id still miss you baby
    And I dont want to miss a thing

    Dont want to close my eyes
    I dont want to fall asleep
    I dont want to miss a thing
    June 12

    Over and Over

    Over And Over lyrics
    I feel it everyday it's all the same
    It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
    I've tried everything to get away
    So here I go again
    Chasing you down again
    Why do I do this?
    Over and over, over and over
    I fall for you
    Over and over, over and over
    I try not to
    It feels like everyday stays the same
    It's dragging me down and I can't pull away
    So here I go again
    Chasing you down again
    Why do I do this?
    Over and over, over and over
    I fall for you
    Over and over, over and over
    I try not to
    Over and over, over and over
    You make me fall for you
    Over and over, over and over
    You don't even try
    So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
    I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead
    I know what's best for me
    But I want you instead
    I'll keep on wasting all my time
    Over and over, over and over
    I fall for you
    Over and over, over and over
    I try not to
    Over and over, over and over
    You make me fall for you
    Over and over, over and over
    You don't even try to
    February 13

    The loss

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    Johnny3tears:

    Sick with myself, but i've got no one else,
    so i give it to myself it's the only thing that helps
    it's the same thing this pain thing that keeps me from sleeping
    and screaming that god i must be motha fucking dreaming
    and i can rest in peace and atleast cease to be
    cease to see those things in me that make me wanna cease to breath
    and ceased to need and ceased to feed, sickness thats in me
    this is all that I can be, i can't breath as I bleed


    /Chorus/
    Tha Producer:

    I dont know why I cut myself, god, give me a sign or help
    I wont cry it'll be fine, I'll take my last breath
    push it out my chest till theres nothing left

    I know that my minds near the end, god, I hurt myself and fell
    I wont cry it'll be fine, i'll take my last breath
    push it out my chest till theres nothing left

    /verse2/
    J-Dog:

    Have you ever met a living legend, just a real friend who planned his
    end and where do I began you said it was pretend. And when the bullet
    went through it took more then just you, it took two it was you it was
    me and suddenly...... How can someone say they're helpless and then they act so
    selfish. You put me through hell with this so fuck you lets just end
    this. And what about our friendship and what you did was senseless. You
    thought you found an exit. Like I said lets end this

    /Chorus/

    /Bridge/
    Tha Producer:

    I just wanna say good bye, Dissappear with no one knowing
    I dont wanna live this lie, smiling to the world unknowing
    I dont want you to try, you've done enough to keep me going
    i'll be fine, I'll be fine, i'll be fine for the very last time
     
     
    February 12

    WHY?

    Why
    Do you always do this to me?
    Why
    Couldn't you just see it through me?
    How come, you act like this
    Like you just don't care at all?
    Do you expect me to believe
    I was the only one to fall?
    I can feel, I can feel you near me
    Even though you're far away
    I can feel you, I can feel you baby
    Why...
    It's not supposed to feel this way
    I need you, I need you
    More and more each day
    It's not supposed to hurt this way
    I need you, I need you, I need you
    Tell me
    Are you and me still together?
    Tell me
    You think we can last forever?
    Tell me... why
    Hey
    Listen to what we're not saying
    Let's play
    A different game than what we're playing
    Try
    To look at me and really see my heart
    Do you expect me to believe
    I'm gonna let us fall apart?
    I can feel, I can feel you near me
    Even when you're far away
    I can feel, I can feel you baby
    Why...
    It's not supposed to feel this way
    I need you, I need you
    More and more each day
    It's not supposed to hurt this way
    I need you, I need you, I need you
    Tell me
    Are you and me still together?
    Tell me
    You think we can last forever?
    Tell me... why
    So go and think about
    Whatever u need to think about
    Go and dream about
    Whatever you need to dream about
    And come back to me
    When you know just how you feel
    You feel
    I can feel, I can feel you near me
    Even though you're far away
    I can feel, i can feel you baby
    why...
    It's not supposed to hurt this way
    I need you, I need you
    More and more each day
    It's not supposed to hurt this way
    I need you, I need you, I need you
    Tell me...
    It's not supposed to hurt this way
    I need you, I need you
    More and more each day
    It's not supposed to hurt this way
    I need you, I need you, I need you
    Tell me
    Are you and me still together?
    Tell me
    You think we can last forever?
    Tell me
    Why...
    December 01

    Lips Of An Angel

    Honey why are you calling me so late
    It's kinda hard to talk right now
    Honey why are you crying is everything okay
    I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
    Well, my girls in the next room
    Sometimes I wish she was you
    I guess we never really moved on
    It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
    It sounds so sweet
    Coming from the lips of an angel
    Hearing those words it makes me weak
    And I never wanna say goodbye
    But girl you make it hard to be faithful
    With the lips of an angel

    It's funny that you're calling me tonight
    And yes I've dreamt of you too
    And does he know you're talking to me
    Will it start a fight
    No I don't think she has a clue
    Well my girls in the next room
    Sometimes I wish she was you
    I guess we never really moved on
    It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
    It sounds so sweet
    Coming from the lips of an angel
    Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
    And I never wanna say goodbye
    But girl you make it hard to be faithful
    With the lips of an angel

    It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
    It sounds so sweet
    Coming from the lips of an angel
    Hearing those words it makes me weak
    And I never wanna say goodbye
    But girl you make it hard to be faithful
    With the lips of an angel
    (And I never wanna say goodbye)
    But girl you make it so hard to be faithful
    With the lips of an angel
    Honey why are you calling me so late
    August 17

    Yo .....nothin to say tho.....hehehe

    Just say whatever u want ...........i dont care
    February 16

    I hate Valentine's day ....

        
     
          I hate Valentine 's Day
    December 12

    Christmas in Hollywood

    It's christmas in hollywood Santas back up in the hood So meet me under the mistletoe lets fuck It's chanukah in inglewood the dradles spinnin in the hood so meet me by the manura lets get drunk Charlie Scene and J-dog J J J Just alittle story about last christmas About some bad kids who were full of wishes We gave some gifts and then we gave some lovin The weird kind of love that you give to your cousin Little timmy stole from 7-11 So we stopped by his house with a pair of sevens We drank in his room with some dude named kevin But there was still some bad kids who deserved some presents Zack got caught with a bottle of jack So we slipped down his chimney with an 18 pack He didnt leave cookies but we needed a snack So we took the beer back and I FUCKED HIM IN THE ASS!!! It's Charlie Scene got egg nog in my flask The holidays are back and all my presents are wrapped Like oh my god is that saint nick Kids give me your list like its the 25th Been accused of bein a bad kid But i get presents as is Cause MRS. Clause just myspace'd me I blew off a date on christmas eve. So i dont give a fuck if your naughty or nice You might still get a Rolly (rolex) and a gang on ice So write your list and never have no fear Have a Hollywood christmas and an Undead new year!!!! FUCK YEAH!!! The Server and Da Kurlz bout to serve it up for for all you boys and girls. good kids, bad and even da kurlz. we were chillin at home and deckin the halls. so i checked my phone and Santa had called. he said he'd swing by at a quarter to twelve. he said that his jolly ass needed some help. he said christmas aint a gang but a way of life. "if you guide my sleigh, i'll let you fuck my wife." so we jumped in his sleigh and it started to jingle, funnier than fuck you can ask chris kringle. so we all took flight but something was fishy. he asked for road head and started to kiss me. underneath his suit was just a bunch of pillows. insted of bags of presents, he had bags of dildo's. i pulled down his beard and it was a monster. it wasnt saint nicl it was a fuckin imposter. when we found out he started to pout. i took my bandana and i choked him out. i pulled off his beard and i fucked his mouth. hi-jacked his sleigh and headed down south. i had alot of wild nights but tonight was the craziest, met alot of jeffs but this one was shadiest. when it comes to cheer that motherfuckers a grinch. so if you dont like christmas FUCK YOU BITCH!!!
    October 26

    Summer nightfalls

    All our friends keep wondering but they don't know that.... You and I have secret lives yet they don't realize. When they aren't looking, we keep on kissing, the fun we're having...Hiding our love from the world is driving me insane.. Summer nightfalls with endless dreams.... of you and I together always. Taking trips and leaving town... Go to a place where there's no one around...there's no one around... I thank you for all the times when you made me smile. No matter what happens now you will always be my pal. We run around and cause a ruckus...we can't stop laughing. These memories will fill our lives with hapiness... Summer nightfalls with endless dreams.... of you and I together always. Taking trips and leaving town... Go to a place where there's no one around...there's no one around... I thank you for all the times when you made me smile...no matter what happens now you will always be my pal.... Summer nightfalls with endless dreams.... of you and I together always. Taking trips and leaving town... Go to a place where there's no one around...there's no one around... I wish you were there
    October 19

    Grand Thef Autumn

    Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.

     

    When I wake up, I'm willing to take my chances on the hope I forget that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you. You need him. I could be him... I could be an accident but I'm still trying. That's more than I can say for him.

     

    Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.

     

     

    Someday I'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you...but for the meantime I'll sport my brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at 4:00 in the afternoon. You need him. I could be him... I could be an accident but I'm still trying. That's more than I can say for him.

     

    1-2-3-4!

     

     Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.